2nd - I apologize.
3rd - stop reading if you are feeling sensitive.
okay, that's all the warning you get.
I'm freaking tired.
I'm c r a n k y .
I'm all sorts of emotional.
I'll cry telling you one thing . . . then
- I've been uninvited to "field day". so fine, I was never invited [whatever] but I was going to go. "Mom, we'll hang out tonight okay?"
Peanut: well it's boring.
Me: I want to see you
P: mom, you have a race Sunday & you can't wear heels on the field.
Me: ha!! I'll wear my smelly sneaks!
P: let's just hang out tonight.
- Door opens. Peanut exits. I bawl. I just got Guantanamo-ed.
- I woke up at 3:41 [for a total sleep time of 4:35] Please say this has something to do with the insta-tears above.
- If one more person tells me, "your body is just made to run". It. will. not. be. pretty.
So PLEASE don't ride it off as being in my "genes". I have yet to hear a pianist be told. You're a great pianist - good thing you were blessed with those great finger genes.
- Don't assume my life is easy because I "only have one child" . I'm not elaborating on that one because I will end up offending someone and that is NOT my intention.
- I don't always think things out in depth [or possibly as I should]. This bothers
somea few. I work way better when I shoot from the hip. You see I have this condition, "Paralysis by Analysis" . enough. said.
- Some people think they know what's better for me than I do. I get this to a point. You can call me naive. blind. heck, even crazy. But. I've. freaking. got. this.
Hope. guides. me.
That's all I've got. But. it. is. a. big. thing. And it's working . . . for me.
Got anything you want to vent about?